dissolved girl

lost.. lost.. lies.. waiting.. hiding.. smiling.. crying.. sleeping.. not sleeping.. embracing.. feeling.. denying.. trying.. not trying.. locking.. lost.

"Shame, such a shame
I think I kind of lost myself again
Day, yesterday
Really should be leaving but I stay

Say, say my name
I need a little love to ease the pain
I need a little love to ease the pain
It's easy to remember when it came

'Cause it feels like I've been
I've been here before
You are not my savior
But I still don't go"